Hi Maria,
Maybe slow. Options: Q11, R11, etc.
Ditto. ( The 
top cannot compete with the 
right side. )
Now has to work much harder than before this stone.
Feels heavy ( unless extensive reading shows OK here )Another candidate: N11 -- Sabaki.
Maybe Q13 more severe.
Again, seems slow and heavy ( unless reading shows OK )Feeling: Sabaki. Candidates: N11, N12, M12, etc.
M12, etc.
Almost a pass ?
Not so good. Imagine takes H3 instead ( re: 
).(
, ) combination: inefficient(?); better o3 directly, with 1 move.
If no severe attack on , another option is simply H3. ( re: ) F3. ( Re: your own notes. )Quote:
completely outplayed since the very beginning
Not exactly: maybe a few moments missing the big picture --
, 
Option: R17 ? (*)
Option: P17 variation ? (*), Feels slow. Q11, R11 area feels urgent. (*)
Seems made mistakes between and here:now the two N10
stones are floating. (*)Quote:
when my opponent made the last invasion I felt disgusted of my poor defence.
The passion is nice; a positive direction to channel the negative feelings: the 
local situation is not an isolated shape; it occurs occasionally -- good to study how to handle it under various boards. If at H3 works, then becomes just a reduction._______
(*) Curious about Leela's evaluations.